I just saw him not too long ago. He wouldn’t look at me. As I was walking back to my truck to clean up I saw him talking to one of the nurses. Apparently they’re good friends now. Good enough for her to walk out to his truck and continue talking to him. My heart sank when I saw that. I know I have to let him go and I really am trying, but it hurt. It hurt so bad. I’m standing here now trying so hard not to cry. I know I shouldn’t let anyone else control what kind I mood I’m in, but still….