February 2012
122 posts
I love Fried Green Tomatoes! It’s such a wonderful story.
I’m at work and feeling “funny.” I can’t really put my finger on it. One minute I feel very sleepy and the next I feel hyper/uneasy. I don’t know. Probably just tired.
I had it all figured out this morning. I was going to leave him alone, not care anymore and move on. Again, that was this morning. Right now I’m sitting here in dispatch wondering why those thoughts keep popping in my head. I know I could be strong enough to do it, but I still don’t feel like I am. I still don’t want to let him go after all this time….
10th-muse, you are going to loooove me. I set up a Facebook account, with the help of a friend, and I can’t get into it. I saw a video of you singing though. It was really good and again I saw that smile. Is there anyway you could send me an email address until I can figure this darn thing out? Again, loved hearing your song :) I’ll try again. Facebook just doesn’t seem to like...
Waste not, want not
Hey 10th-muse, can you message me & let me know how to reach you?
It’s chilly, gloomy and has been raining a good part of the day. It’s that moist air, I think, that’s making it feel so cold. Not what you’d expect for Florida. I’m in the panhandle closer to Georgia.
I’ve had a few libations, missing my grandpa, and wondering why this guy can’t get his head out of his ass and want to be with me. I haven’t heard...
You know what you should do 10th-muse? Just say f!@’$ this sh!@ and see what happens, hahaha ;)
There’s a star just waiting to be wished upon
Thanks for not being frusterated. It’s greatly appreciated. I, on the other hand, am. I’m literally on the verge of tears because I can’t figure this out. I just wanted to talk…. I’ll keep trying to answer though. With your help, I’m hoping to figure it out
Alright 10th-muse, here’s the deal. When you send me messages they come to my email address. Each time I think I’m replying you’re not getting it. I’ve looked under ever rock that I can think of so you’ll be able to receive my response. I have the lock, but no key. Please don’t get frusterated with me (not tech savvy) because I’m twice as frusterated. I...
Just out of curiously 10th-muse, did you get my response?
Why the Navy?
I love the universe one and also the ravine/canyon. They are really beautiful!
To “my” guy:
” I can feel and I can cry. A fact I’ll bet you never knew, but to cry in front of you….”
“If he can care for all these little things, why can’t he care for me?”
That’s just it! Keep calm and for pity sakes stay positive!!!!
10th-muse, go over there and try to have fun. Think back to your healthier days and strive to be that way again. No bad thoughts, only positive :)
I’m not going to lie. That picture is freaky as hell!!
I miss my grandpa, but I know he’s ok. In the dream I had of him where he was tying his tie, you could feel his excitement! He was ready to go and obviously not scared, hahaha :) That’s my grandpa ;) I know I’ll feel more at peace with his passing everyday. I feel at peace right now in fact. As he told my dad, remember the good times. We had some good laughs last night, but I...
10th-muse, after watching that video of you singing that song I take it you, obviously, know how to play the guitar. I’m really sad about losing my grandpa. The last song I sang to him was “Blackbird” by the Beatles. I was wondering if you’d be do kind as to play “Here Comes the Sun.” Another great Beatles song. I know it would sound good and it would be greatly...
I appreciate that. I can’t get that dream out of my head and it’s becoming more and more detailed. Physically family was with him. Do you think he needed someone spiritually to be with him while he was getting ready? If he did I’m so honored he chose me….
Last night I had a dream that my grandpa was putting on a light blue tie and had a black suit on. In my dream I knew he had passed and was getting ready for his trip. My dad woke me up this morning to tell me he was infact gone. He’s in a much better place and is no longer in pain. For that I am truly grateful. He was the most wonderful and sweetest man you would ever want to know! I feel so...
“The only time success comes before work is in the dictionary.”
Vince Lombardi
(possibly)
The picture titled Infanticide is an interesting picture, but reminds me too much of my ex. It scares me to be honest
The birds are singing their songs extremely loud this morning. I’m sitting here on the back porch listening to them and enjoying it so much. The sun is coming and going, but all in all it’s going to be a great and beautiful day.
I still think about him everyday, missing him, wishing he was mine. Even more so since I saw him yesterday (Tuesday). Something’s changed though. I can’t quite put my finger on it. I still want him to miss me until he can’t stand it. I still want him to want to be with me, to see how wonderful things could be, but something is different. I can’t say it’s good and I...
Those are all really good Shelley. You find some wonderful things!
Have fun in San Diego :) You will be missed
10th-muse: One, you’re not pathetic and two, stop being so hard on yourself. Like I keep telling you keep your chin up, stiff upper lip. You’re going to be fine
My grandpa has liver cancer. Recently he was put on morphine (which is a depressant). I talked to him, I think it was Sunday, and we had an actual conversation. He sounded so weak and tired. He kept telling me how much he loved me, almost as if he knew. I just found out tonight that he’s stopped eating and drinking. He can’t even talk. My dad was talking to him and getting no response....
I have so much anger inside that I can’t think clearly. I have 2 aunts, plus their families, that I feel I can never call my family again.
I’ll bet a lot of people never thought of it that way 10th-muse
Today I’m thankful for the fact that I have such wonderful parents who give me love, support and encouragement.
When you walk through a storm hold your head up high and don’t be afraid of the dark.
At the end of the storm is a golden sky and the sweet silver song of a lark.
Hold on through the wind, hold on through the rain though your dreams be tossed and blown.
Hold on, hold on with hope on your heart and you’ll never walk alone.
I had a dream about you this morning Miss Tiff. It wasn’t a long dream, but it was enough to wake me up. You cupped your hands over your mouth & shouted, “you need to call me!!!!” That was it. There was a black backround, but you had a bright yellow/white light around you. Been up ever since thinking about it.
I’m feeling very stressed financially. I’m going today to look for a second job. I can’t remember if I’m suppose to go before 3p or after at one place. I seem to be making certain things harder than they need to be.
I understand that scissors can beat paper, and I get how rock can beat scissors, but there’s no way paper can beat rock. Paper is suppose to magically wrap around rock leaving it immobile? Why can’t paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors. Why can’t paper do this to people? Why aren’t sheets of college ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt...
So, guess who I finally ran into? Yep, you guessed it, “my” guy. I had just driven lights and sirens to the hospital and was cleaning up a mess when I heard on my radio that his truck was coming to the same hospital I was at. When they got there they took their patient into the er. I noticed a couple personal items that belonged to my “urban outdoorsman” patient so I took...
I want to be skinny like I was before becoming pregnant. I got that way through an unhealthy lifestyle, so I’d rather not go that route again, but I want to be skinnier
Despite the gloom, rain and chilly weather, it’s going to be a wonderful day. Plus today is my Friday :)
Miss Tiffani, I am so sorry! I just discovered, with 10th-muse help, all the messages you’ve left. I just now got them. I won’t be able to call until wed due to an unexpected financial hiccup. I can’t wait and miss talking to you!!!! Still not sure on how to leave feedback. You know you’re awesome & I learn so much from you. That’s exactly what I’d say too!...
10th-muse: ok I enabled it from both my computer and my phone. Hopefully it worked. I have to go to sleep, but try it and hopefully I’ll be able to figure out how to respond. Keep smiling :)
Thanks Miss Shelley. It is appreciated. He has never thrown an apple off the cart no matter how rotten it was. I know I have to let go of the unavailable one and “my” guy, but they’re nothing compaired to this one….
10th-muse: I’m afraid I don’t know how….
Does someone have a crush on you 10th-muse? That would make me so happy if you said yes
I talked to someone in my family who is very sick. He sounded so weak and tired. It’s still breaking my heart. I honestly am wondering how much longer he has. I can hear this peppy voice in my ear still saying “Hello Catherine dear and how are you sweet girl?”
I want to move on and I’m sure I’ll be able to when I’m ready. I just don’t feel like I can at...
Thank you Shelley. I will write down what I need to do/say at both the beginning and end of the day and carry it with me, especially at work. I appreciate you taking the time to write that for me. That was really sweet and very nice of you. I decided to read more about my sign and hopefully gather more strength from that knowledge as well. Right now I just feel sad. There are several reasons why....
