I’ve been thinking (scary). Would it sound like I was addicted to him if I said I want him to miss me and be afraid that he’ll lose me if he’s not careful? What would he do if he did lose me? Would he chase after me? He’s just as stubborn as I am so I’m thinking he wouldn’t. I can only hope I’d be wrong
so many can relate
inflightolivia: scorpio81: Isn’t it funny how you can like someone so much and then they tell you they’ve started seeing someone and you automatically get sick? He never wanted me. It hurts…. I sooooo understand that point!!!! Thanks Olivia. You’re always so good to me
I want to be mad. I want to scream at the top of my lungs! For some reason though I can’t right now. I’m too proud to text him and pretend as if nothing’s wrong, but that would be a lie. He doesn’t deserve that. He doesn’t deserve me. Why don’t I believe that though? I can talk tough (as always), but what good does that do if you don’t believe it or...
Isn’t it funny how you can like someone so much and then they tell you they’ve started seeing someone and you automatically get sick? He never wanted me. It hurts….
much ado about nothing
What should I do with him? Dress him in my apparel and make him my waiting gentlewoman? He that hath a beard is more than a youth, and he that that hath no beard is less than a man; and he that is more than a youth is not for me, and he that is less than a man, I am not for him…. ”Much Ado About Nothing” -William Shakespeare
Speaking from my head and not my heart, I think you’re a dork. Plain and simple. At the same time I think you are so unbelievably smart. So smart, in fact, that not everyone “gets you.” What I mean is, a lot of people may not understand your sense of humor or even things you talk about. Maybe that’s one of many reasons you tend to be quiet. I remember noticing you before I...
I feel like I’m losing my way, like every step I take is backwards with him. I can’t shake this feeling. Is it true? Have I become so caught up in something that I’m losing sight of everything else? Between him and that other certain someone I feel I have.
I want to yell at him. I want to scream at him. How dare he make me feel this way. He has no idea how good things could be. Instead he’s the one who is choosing to be this way, to not want anything more. I feel like he’s almost afraid. Why? What’s there to be afraid of? I’m just as afraid, but I’m willing to take that chance. I don’t get it. I get the feeling...
Today I took a major step backwards. I saw him this morning, the first time since he’s come back into my life, and it was no different than it was before. Intentions and feelings were the same. Instead of feeling confident being without him or just being confident, I realized how much I had missed him. Since he’s come back into my life I knew things had changed, but I wasn’t...
This is not A Journey... It is MY Journey: I am... →
inflightolivia: Today I don’t need a man to feel complete, but I am more than happy to admit if I want one. See I don’t need anyone to make me feel complete or whole, to validate who I am or what I am feeling. I am complete already and whole. I do admit though that I like friends in my life and want them in my…
“Just remembering you’ve had an “and” when you’re back to “or” makes the “or” mean more than it did before….” -Into The Woods I guess I should try to remember this as often as possible.
Food for thought
Miss a step, trip and fall. Miss the path, meet the wall. Miss a way, miss a turn Getting lost is how you learn Scorpio :)
My "Gang's" message for today
tifftopia: THIS IS RE-BLOGGED FOR “SCORPIO” !! :) inflightolivia: that you are on the right path, and this has been achieved through your positive intentions, affirmations and expectations. When you expect great things, great things happen. message of ‘congratulations’ from your angels, as you have managed to consciously steer your life in a very positive direction. You have reason to...
In the Middle
inflightolivia: Humor…. I have a habit of either swinging one direction or the other when I do something. For me finding a happy medium or middle is a shackle… another learning lesson. So I will work on being the meat in between the sandwich. However…. If I am going to be the meat… I want to be very expensive deli meat… A fancy ass deli sandwich… Does that make sense???